An ache in my heart
Often people say, "I'll be there with you in spirit," or "My thoughts are with you." I have come to a completely new understanding of this terminology over the past 48 hours. One of my best friends just moved to London,... my little brother. I laugh at the fact that I still think of him as my little brother, although he's more than a head taller than me. And I marvel at the fact that although we have little in common when it comes to preferences in movies, music, and fashion, I still consider him one of my dearest friends. In reality, there is no one else I have such a bond with, and I feel as though a piece of me has gone away.
In any case, while I know he has felt very alone over the past few days, in truth, while it sounds cliche, he is not alone. He has been on my mind (and in my prayers) almost every moment since we said goodbye at the airport on Saturday night, and I know that my daughter, along with countless other dear friends, have been on his mind almost as continuously. So while memories often fade, how sweet that they keep us close in times like these. And, I can't wait to hear about the multitude of new memories he'll be making while he's away. So, until we see you again, you're on my mind, Uncle.
posted by Jodi @ 7:30 AM
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I cried when I read your dear tribute to Nathan, Jodi. I know you will miss him greatly...just knowing he's not close by to see "in a few weeks."
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Donna - I know you know the feeling well, so I appreciate your sentiments all the more. It's funny how it's so psychological... it's not like I saw him every day, every week, or even every month (at times) for that matter,... but you're right, it's the just knowing he's not close by. I have to keep telling myself that he's just gone to San Diego for the weekend. --How fortunate we are, though, to have family to miss!
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